I Like Pink

Life, as such, has overwhelmed me recently, to explain the lack of posts in this journal.  However,this hasn't been a bad thing.  The daily grind, work, kids, house, relationship, friends, is pretty steady for me.  Infrequent shake-ups to the rhythm.  At times monotonous, but on the whole, satisfying. 

Our dynamic on the other hand, our relationship seems to be developing at a steady pace.   We'll be formulating a contract soon, to explicitly outline the conditions of her submission.  That I think is a good step.  I'll be working on it, essentially I'll be completing an outline of the things expected of her on a daily basis.  Basic household chores, dress and the like. 

A digital camera is the next purchase on my list.

'cause I saw it on lindsay1984

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and i'm bored as shit. at a drug study, being a medical whore

 I'm looking for an icon from the movie Storytelling with Selma Blair,

there's a scene where her professor is fucking her and forces her to say "Fuck me nigger" repeatedly...I'd love that as an Icon...unfortunately I'm no good with those things...

anyhelp?

My partner and I have just recently begun experimenting with breathplay.  It happened rather spontaneously...

we were fucking, and as I put my hand on her throat, she grabbed it, and applied pressure. Getting the hint, I removed her hand, and lightly applied pressure with my fingers, the palm of my hand mostly on her chin and cheek.  She came almost immediately, and I got harder than I even thought I could.  We both agreed it was wicked hot, and as we're both experimenting together, we did some processing in the post-coital cuddle.  I was a little surprised by both of our reactions...we've done anal, spanking, wrestling and fisting but it seemed like here we were taking it to another level.  That's great, I think for both of us..

I'm curious now to see if anyone has advice or techniques on how to approach this carefully without marks and bruises.  This time was good, but it was the first time, and I was little nervous.  Our lifestyles require a lot of discretion...and visible marks there could cause a lot of unwanted issues.    

We've been looking at the some catalogs so as to expand the realm of our sex.  My babydoll loves getting her ass spanked, pinched and fucked, so I'm thinking of a buttplug for christmas.  I'm leaning towards metal, or perhaps glass, those mediums excite me the most in toys.

This is the proof that I am a meat popsicle.  I'm not a troll, just a curious, photo and html-impaired soul. 

Things are starting off slow, but I think this journal will take off soon.  My major inhibitor now, is the camera...because I think I'll have more opportunity to show myself and thoughts with the camera. or maybe it will add to my immediate confidence.  i have to admit, sex has been hot between her and i since i started this.  longer, harder more intense.  We're still working on some of her issues, before she's the good girl that I know she wants to be, and the bad girl that she is.  I'm hoping that this will provide me with some ideas and new outlooks on training my girl....

Welcome to my newest journal.  This is the location of all the freaky, kinky, sensual thoughts and activity.  I'm a 23 year old black male, in search of intelligent and intellectual sexual stimulation.  I'm partnered, with two kids...so no creepy stalker worries.  I'm here to play around, have serious and not so serious discussions, and be freaky.